你好吗? - Jay Chou

墙上静止的钟是为谁停留
是不是和我一样赖着不走
你说故事已经结束
很久 我忘了　向前走

我努力假装现在过得很好
现在的你看来已不需要我
也许在不同的时空 还牵着　
你的手

想知道你真的过得好吗
没有我也许是种解脱
将思念穿梭在宇宙数千光年 悄悄到　
你身边

现在我试着习惯一个人过
也许你已经开始新的生活
陪着我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是谁呢？

Several Ways To Die Trying

Pacific Sun, you should have warned us, it gets so cold here.
And the night can freeze, before you set it on fire.

And our flares go unnoticed.
Diminished, faded just as soon as they are fired.

We are, we are, intrigued. We are, we are, invisible.

Oh, how we've shouted, how we've screamed, take notice, take interest, take me with you.

But all our fears fall on deaf ears.

Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight. But I'm dying to live.

Pacific sun, you should have warned us, these heights are dizzying,
and the climb can kill you long before the fall.

And our trails go unmarked and unmapped and covered
just as soon as they are crossed.

• The jammed part half way through the song, which till then we have not concluded if it was your MINI-DISC PLAYER's fault or just the way the song supposed to go.

• It used to just keep getting stuck but we continued what we were doing. at that very moment.

Did you forget this song, too? 

I never will.

Christina Perri- A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

Time stands still Beauty I know she is
I will be brave I will not let anything Take away
What's standing in front of me Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me

Jessie J- Nobody's Perfect

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing

But I never meant to hurt you,
I know it's time that i learnt to treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt, I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
Cause nobody's perfect

If i could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would have crossed that line
I should of kept it between us but Jessie went and told the whole world how she's feeling
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
Promise that I'm gonna try

I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool
but i swear that ill never do that again to you.

We Dance On- N-Dubz

If only this song can motivate me for real..


Watch me while I stand here
Watch my feet, my stance, my body language
I’m not someone to be messed with
I’m a fox on a mission
You know you’re challenging the best here

It’s gonna be real hard
But I’m gonna be okay
As long as I try real hard
I’m always gonna find my way

Ima stand up like a soldier
Ima get them till it’s over
I’ll keep marching to the beat
till there’s bruises on my feet
Now I’m falling to my knees

Cause I’m gonna take this all the way
It’s now or never
I’ll break what’s in my way
Ima stand up like a soldier
Tonight I’m gonna take over

Cause I know everything’s gonna be alright
Now you’re standing here right by my side
And we dance on, dance on, we gonna dance on
Ain’t gonna work for life when we know we can dance on

Everything’s gonna be okay
The streets will lighten up our way

Not in a million years
Did I think my feet would bring me this far
So much frustration, sleepless nights
Now that I’m in charge
At first no one gave me the time of day
Now I’m left on my own to show the way

Could of kicked us to the curb
These days are so hard to get heard
We gonna stand up like a soldier
Take everything we deserve (trust)
At first everyone was cautious

When we brought in something new
But after weeks of practicing
We knew exactly what to do

WooHoo- Christina Aguilera

You know you really wanna (hey)
Wanna taste my (woohoo)
You know you wanna get a peak
Wanna see my (woohoo)
You know you wanna put your lips
Where my hips are (woohoo)
Kiss all my (woohoo)
All over my (woohoo)

I feel awesome everywhere I go
Like a lil' boy up in the candy store
C-c-craving now get your hands on
Give it up before mama says no (ohohoho)

Imma let you get a little closer
Even though I ain't supposed to
I like it's strong when it's on 'cuz
I'm a little tipsy play along with me

P-p-pick your glass up, you're sippin' kinda slow
Wanna see just how you take it down low
Hurry up I wanna see a bit more
Take it off before mama gets cold

I know that you love me long time yeah
You wanna take it for a ride yeaah
I'm feeling bad and I like it

Wohohohohohoho
I know I probably shouldn't but uhh I'm feeling good
Wohohohohohoho

Kissing U, Dear You..

When I forget how to breath
You get closer and there’s
No where in this world I’d rather be

Time stops
Like everything around me

Its frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things
I’ve never seen

Cause when I’m kissing you
My senses come alive

Almost like the puzzle piece
I’ve been trying to find
Falls right into place
You’re all that it takes
My doubts fade away

When I’m kissing you
It all starts making sense

Good morning Dear Blog,

I slept as late as 330am last night and woke up as early as 9am just now. I have quite abit to touch on relieving my heavy heart.

Since about 2 years ago, I have always being involved in very much of a complicating and "eye-opening" life. I saw how people can change, i saw how much one has got to take to really love and live besides the usual I LOVE YOU situations. I saw how people can take any relationship with human being out there as a easy boat out or thinks tat giving a status is just a superficial thing to do after being together for so long. From what was apparent to me, we can be self-centered at all times. Its not a sin! So its neither wrong nor right though.

Ok look, whats up with being forced and the big logic about straying and eventually be back at the home-ground where one still think its the best among the bads? Do we really have to break through all the barricades just so we can still be bounded back to where we should really belong right from the start? If theres too many comparisons, wont it make life even harder to cope? As logical as it sounds about seeing the world out there to the fullest, i still find this hard to accept. Because thanks, i finally see where i really stand.

My complexity was being up by all these, it just didn't get any better and it never will unless something simple enough comes into me and blend all those complexity off. Even if so, i believe nothing gonna take this phase of my life's memories away. From whats sweet to whats not. And from whats all-good to whats all-turntables..

I just couldn't read up on all minds anymore. Its tiring to learn too much, its even tiring to go through all these. Did i just type LEARN?? Ah uh i really learnt alot as i go. Im exposed to different lifes, im exposed to alot which probably not the best but yet not everyone will be able to handle. I just officially labelled myself as the IRON-WILLED and BULL-STRONG yvonne!
In terms of will and mentally, i handle it QUITE well! Ya la i said QUITE. Putting all aspects aside, sometimes i can break down and even wish i could have a change of everything just to get better days. Or worst still, stop wishing hoping and end my life better off. HEH HEH, chill chill. Suicidal thoughts do come by and go in life. :)

Dear whoever in whatever of whichever at wherever AKA god,

I have been diligently handling my life, i may not do a very good job but given the rather high numbers of challenging sixty-four thousand dollar question, dun i deserve some credit? Im already almost on e verge of shatter pieces, i just need someone something to give me that ultimate push up and i be done, hopefully?

匿名的好友

提起你名字心還跳動, 卻沒重逢
只有想碰卻又不敢碰的那種悸動

不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
但所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

不能握的手卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有最永久

其實我的執著 依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡

不能握的手
從此匿名的朋友


Sometimes i wish certain things never happened. Sometimes i wish i was strong enough to make a stand on my own.
Often i wish i could turn back time. Theres too many things i want to amend and make a change to it.

Sometimes i wish its gone forever. Sometimes i wish for the return.
Often i wish i noe whats good and whats not for me.

Why do i yearn when gone, dilemma when return?

I just got placed in a full of question marks situation and human relationship again.
So much i've been hoping and awaiting that one miracle all these while, i finally see the zero percent possibilities tonight.

I am definitely not on the right track, it seems too hard for me to turn back now.
I started it wrong and it gets even worst as it goes. Sad to noe that i dunno when's the end coming.
But it definitely do gets even tougher for myself to put a halt.

Cos i just saw myself going all over the moon about an hour or so ago..
And now figuring out a solution isn't what's in my head, it just has to be some other tom dick harry and some other this these that those..

Side tracking, i finished my first Taiwan Drama last month after so many years.
海派甜心.

The last Taiwan drama i went crazy was Meteor garden! That long ago!

If it wasn't from recommendation, i wont noe i will tear for this drama too.
Cos someone who finds it hard to cry even by own beloved grandma's death actually teared alittle from this drama here.

Almost Here - Delta Goodrem& Brian Mcfadden

Life would be too dull to live on without music.
I always believe that songs are the only source which is capable of bringing out the deepest and darkest significance of heartfelt words.
All e times, words tends to just gets stuck somewhere at some point of time.

I was sitting at Anson Mac awaiting for another interview with a pack of Fries and Lemon Tea, HTC and Newspaper.
It was raining cats and dogs out there and the brolly-less woman here could only pray tat hard for it to stop on time for the next interview.

Radio was loud enough for all of us in there and tats prolly something i really needed and enjoyed tat time.

When i was about to get my ass off for the interview, this song played just in time to make me stay for another 4mins or less.
The seat indeed magnetized my ass for this song.

Used to be my favourite back in Sec School days. If memory din fail me, i think this was still my discman-days.

Dun this song means as much, for real, now?
For me at least.
.
.
.
Brian:
Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Brian:
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Both:
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

One Step At A Time-Jordin Sparks

Yes i am using this song lyrics to motivate and encourage myself, up till today.
One step at a time, we are still young.

I appreciated the effort that they still contacted me after this day.
Good luck to those who passed, all the best for those who failed.


Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it

You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

Love Will Find A Way-Christina Aguilera

Before i sleep..

Happy Lovers' Day, BB Bryan.
This is dedicated to you.
By my all time favourite singer plus idol.
♥
♥
♥


No one ever said that
Love was gonna be easy
Gotta take the ups and downs
The in-betweens
If you take this journey
Gotta give yourself completely
Never let nobody ever step on our dreams

You better stop
Listen to these words that I say
You better stop
Don't you throw this good thing away
No, no
Put your trust in me
And I'll make you see

No the rain won't last forever
Find a way to make it better
Long as we can stand together
Love will find a way
Gonna make a new tomorrow
Say goodbye to tears and sorrow
Better listen when I say
'Love will find a way'

Somebody tried to tell me love
Don't last forever
Said it only happens in your wildest dreams
After all is said and done
We're still here together
Never listen to the lies and jealousy

You better stop
Don't you let them turn you around
You better stop
Hang onto this love that we've found
Nothing they can say
Can stand in our way

I want you
I need you
You know that I believe you
We got it
You know it
So if it's real
Just show it

I'm A Cheat- Nicole Scherzinger

The good girl in me is all gone,
Ring the bell - she ain't home
And this new girl in me is so strange
I used to be love it, love it (now),
Everything's changed.

And now you, you saying you can do
What every other men has failed to do
I can hear you clear like a wireless network
Not have no problems with affection
Cause this is how I address it

I'm a cheat
He had a problem with affection
This is how i address it

Ain't it sad that you gave me your best,
Cause your best was just like the rest.

Crying rivers trying me don't fly
My eyes drier then a Las Vegas sky

It was you, you said that you gonna do
What every other man failed to do
Your just another dropped clone in my network
He had a problem with affection
And this is how I address it

Bad Boys- Alexandra Burke Feat Flo Rida

Some people call them players
But I'm far from terrified
Cos somehow I'm drawn to danger
And have been all of my life
It feels my heart's divided
Half way between wrong and right
I know I'm playing with fire
But I don't know why

Yeah the bad boys are always catching my eye
I said the bad boys are always spinning my mind
Even though I know they're no good for me
It's the risk I take for the chemistry
With the bad boys always catching my eye

Some think it's complicated
But they're straight up fun for me
I don't need no explanation
It's nothing more than what you see here

[Flo Rida]
I know you want me shawty cos I'm a (bad boy)
Hey s-shawty can't help it she so so addicted to them rougher fellas
With even the alphabet she only sings the crooked letters
Let mamma take all the risks
For that chemistry she like them tougher than leather
By any means necessary, girl
She likes them ruthless, that's my world
It's not the news it's what I heard
To get them more the merrier
It's not a big surprise
I know them bad boys catch your eyes
Look at her walk when I go in disguise
You'll have them shawty don't worry you fly

Don't Let It Go To Your Head- Jordin Sparks

So what if I came clean, and told you all you mean to me,
So what if I meant every word I said

Baby don't let it go to your head
So what if I write your name,
Cause you're always on my brain, in a heart I paint in crimson red

Baby dont let it go to your head
Dont be getting any big ideas, let me make it clear

Just cause I cant go on,
Just cause I die when ur gone,
& just cause I think of you in bed, dont let it go to your head

If I looked in your eyes, one too, too many times, & memorzied every word you said
Dont let it go to your head, oh oh

So what if I want to kiss, from your toes up to your lips
It don't mean that you have me yet

You're gonna be good out of bed,
I'm the one who's in control here, let me make it clear

Now you think you got me
Well im gonna get you
Now you think you can touch me
Well im gonna let you

Fire Bomb- Rihanna

Gunfire left a hole in the tank, losing gasoline
Fire is on my trail and he's after me
Hope it don't get here before I get where I'm going
I gotta get where I'm going
Take off my mask to breathe
You could've been a part of a masterpiece
Fluid in the breaks was the last to leak
That's the thing

Where I'm going, I don't need my brakes
Can't wait to see your face
When your front windows break
And I come crashing through

The lovers need to clear the road
Cause this thing is ready to blow
Oh, oh, oh

I just wanna set you on fire
So I won't have to burn alone
Then you'll know where I'm coming from
Fire bomb

Seems cold but baby, know it doesn't have to be
Microwaving our metal tragedy
Watching it burn and it's beautiful and it's blue
And it's pitiful when its through
It's the other half of me
I didnt do it, you lit the match for me
Now we're flying from the blast, baby
That's the thing
Baby, we were killing them
They couldn't handle the millionth degree
We were criminals
As we were burning, the world called the police

Fire department, ambulance
You can call me crazy 'cause I believe
The only move for me and you
Is to go out blazing

All I Want For Christmas Is You- Mariah Carey

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do

Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...

You.....


I just got myself addicted to this old song this 2009 Xmas.
On repeat mode for my itouch and itune.
When i heard it over the radio last night, i din refrain myself from singing it. Even though i might have sounded and have looked like a fool to one..... Hopefully not...

Wonderful-Lady Gaga

If I fell in love with you
Would you understand me, dear
Love is weird

I colored you a valentine
Struggled just to stay inside the lines
I lose my mind

I really can't believe
I lost myself again

Looking for something crazy
Beautiful love and now
I'm talking in circles again
Have my love, baby
Are you hungry for wonderful
'Cause I am, wonderful 'cause I am

I wrote a song about your eyes
Ate a slice of cherry pie
I cried all night
On the bench inside the park
I'll kiss you slowly in the dark
I'll never stop

Baby take me for a ride
Maybe get a little high
In a place we've never been
Time is nothing but a line
We leave everything behind
It'd be so wonderful, wonderful

惯性背叛- 蔡依林

享受被爱的疯狂
嘘寒问暖　稀松平常
你喝水　你吃饭
你拥有的早已习惯

我在被爱的天堂
以为幸福都很像
被哄着入睡　吻着起床
换一个人是否一样

＊惯性背叛　还天真的希望我应该体谅
　像孩子找着新玩伴　很快的　受了伤
　拼命回头却不敢让我看到你的慌
　惯性背叛　才发现你是如此害怕黑暗
　原来什么都被锁上　我慢慢　觉得凉
　越接近夕阳影子越长＊

你在被爱的门窗
总是贪婪 总是张望
人挤人的街上
踩的尽是伤心失望

你在被爱的围墙
那个温暖的手掌
以为的捆绑 却是力量
被你冷战 陪你张狂


Such meaningful lyrics. :(
Thanks to Yx, cos i already lost track of Jolin's songs already.

Art Of Love- Guy Sebastian Ft Jordin Sparks

I’m saying sorry in advance
cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted

It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up

Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

Sometimes I’m gonna miss
I’m still learning how to give
I’m not giving up
Learning how to love