匿名的好友

提起你名字心還跳動, 卻沒重逢
只有想碰卻又不敢碰的那種悸動

不能握的手卻比親人更親厚
但所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的溫柔最溫柔

不能握的手卻比愛人更長久
當所有如果都沒有如果
只有失去的擁有最永久

其實我的執著 依然執著
卻決心和你不再聯絡

不能握的手
從此匿名的朋友


Sometimes i wish certain things never happened. Sometimes i wish i was strong enough to make a stand on my own.
Often i wish i could turn back time. Theres too many things i want to amend and make a change to it.

Sometimes i wish its gone forever. Sometimes i wish for the return.
Often i wish i noe whats good and whats not for me.

Why do i yearn when gone, dilemma when return?

I just got placed in a full of question marks situation and human relationship again.
So much i've been hoping and awaiting that one miracle all these while, i finally see the zero percent possibilities tonight.

I am definitely not on the right track, it seems too hard for me to turn back now.
I started it wrong and it gets even worst as it goes. Sad to noe that i dunno when's the end coming.
But it definitely do gets even tougher for myself to put a halt.

Cos i just saw myself going all over the moon about an hour or so ago..
And now figuring out a solution isn't what's in my head, it just has to be some other tom dick harry and some other this these that those..

Side tracking, i finished my first Taiwan Drama last month after so many years.
海派甜心.

The last Taiwan drama i went crazy was Meteor garden! That long ago!

If it wasn't from recommendation, i wont noe i will tear for this drama too.
Cos someone who finds it hard to cry even by own beloved grandma's death actually teared alittle from this drama here.