Save our Souls

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To Fly..






Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start

What Faith Can Do

First, i was struggling to end RSA days. And when i finally did, i was drowned in drinks and too many night lifer moments. Then right after Sister's wedding, my body finally gave way to stomach virus. And fell super unwell for the past 2 days. What made it even worst, we had a big fight.

Having thought that when i stopped my disastrous work, misery might end. Sigh, life indeed was never easy. One after another. Sometimes i do deem it as self-inflicted but again, i can do nothing about it. Im still a human.

My turnover in life has yet to settle. Be it work, relationship or whichever.

I felt kinda threatened, frightened, tied up. Basically im just not being myself in any how. Its as though theres a barricade at wherever i go, in whatever i do. I am always caution of, anything!

There's this thing about being human. You are never satisfied. So what can be done? Are we really suppose to tangle up ourselves and just be at where we think it gonna be the safest? Not that im a 100% risk-taker, but sometimes dun we need to venture abit? I dunno wats running in my head and what can satisfy me anymore. People yearn for the simplest way out while i m at the complete opposite end; WTF

Im so tired of all these mind games! Damnit. Lets see wat next year do to me. Yes 2011.

really appreciated the farewell night for me.
Because it was indeed a memorable one.
From Zirca to Beer Market and back to Zirca.

SIMI APPLE SHOTS!
KILLER LA MAN!

Cheers to Zw's First Drink

(from my BB)
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(from iPhone)
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(from my BB)
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(forget it! use camera!!)
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sorry ladies, im out of iphone hype!

HAHAHA

ZW: i like this shot leh
HW: of cos la, see my SHI REN LIAN.

WTF!? HAHA!

SPOILER CHEN HW!!!

We wanted a steamboat session during Mummy Chen's pregnancy. Before we can fulfil it, Zaydien's out to make all the times impossible.

So finally we found a day without needing to bring baby Z out! Right after the stinky yet filling steamboat, we decided to pop by to Iluma's Suites. Its exactly a Kbox but a slightly higher end sort of.
Its like comparing Hotel 81 with Marriot. Something like that. Ok la may not be a appropriate comparison. HAHA.

I was complaining away because meeting them right after work was already quite a hectic thing. Whats more having such a "sweaty" dinner! It just makes me look more C H U I.

Ok anyway, it was really a well-spent one. And whats more, we make our heartbroken friend here had her FIRST DRINK.
HAHA, yes her first. CHEERS TO HEARTLESS MEN!!!!!

Time For Miracle

I am on MC today again and i can only hope for the best for the itch on my face.
I am going to boycott random own-setup brands or whatever self-proclaimed good minerals make up. See, now living up with a BRAND is indeed never wrong! I was just being manipulated once and thought blusher should do fine. Well, i should have just jolly well stick to my motto.

BRAND IS THERE FOR A REASON, SO WHY DEGRADE THEM? GO WITH BRANDS!
And i swear i will never leave it alone to anywhere anything anyone anymore!

Its finally the year end. And i am only looking forward to the trip next month. That's probably the only thing that keeps me more alive till then.
RSA days will soon be done. And i don't think i need a break. I am still in the best effort in searching. Because there's just too many thing to be done and so what if i am young. Its precisely im young, i see the need of making full use of the spectrum of it.

I am still trying now, very very hard!

Drunkard Friend

my moronic drunkard friend

i hope all are good by now
and it will be a better choice for her.
i still do hope to see the both of them together hanging out one day.

Aloy and Chloe just BBM me and goes "FRIDAY NEVER STAYS AT HOME!" Their logic forever wrongly put across one la!
So there i was at Lunar with them and this drunkard friend of mine here seriously made me laughed the whole night off. BECAUSE I AM FINALLY THE SOBER ONE!
I think i am good and just getting better man. Ok la joke.

Oh and another, why is her Bold 2 camera better than my Bold 1!?
S A D :(

Ice Cream Frenzy

YA RIGHT! IF ONLY MY FAVOURITE ICE CREAM
CAN TURN ME SLIMMER!

Welcome to Ice Cream Frenzy!
As we can see, very homely feel. We were the only customers on a Sunday night. They were watching some TAIWAN HOKKIEN DRAMA!

Anyhow, the maker of the icecream flavors, (assuming its the father) greeted eagerly when we entered and sent us off happily, making sure we had our fill. Icecream and time there.
Yes we did, but because honestly i was quite disturbed by the TAIWAN LONG JUAN FENG or sth.

Very out of the place, among the HDB and a market. But would definitely go back for the rest of their flavors. Not by legs.. :D