It was a hard month to begin with, as usual.
So many things happened.
Sometimes i feel Heaven is really making me a fool. To throw into so much only when i lost you completely.
I will learn my lesson, but why so harsh why so cruel?
Why make me lose someone i love so much without giving me a chance to see what was even happening?
Why took my nephew away just like this when we were just this close and looking forward to having the same birthday as me in 2 months time?
WHY???
This is too cruel, too depressing; that i wish i could die.
It's so hard to persist on and dealing with the heartache all alone.
Having to suffer the way it is now, having to see my sister burying herself in sorrows, having to see my sister going all out to help each other despite how much we find it hard to.
Do we really deserve this?
Even the trip to Genting with Colleagues were filled with you.
Please help me to move on.. Please...
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