The Lim Papa's Birthday Dinner on Xmas Eve

soon-to-be husband and wife.

I still dont feel very good about this even though this dinner was very short for us.
But again, not that i really care because is his assurance that matters; which already has given to me. :)

Cadence is getting more cheeky and cheeky. And she often goes, "I WAN TO TAKE PICTURES".
Rebecca on the other hand is the quieter one. But is getting better each time i see her now. Shes smiling and responding more. Though she still cries alot....

On Ting's FIRST Ride

now i noe why ting said it looked more like he was leaning on me!

ting ran away.
so we decided to leave a space for her despite her being
the coward! hahaha!

Chilling out with them have never been once a boring one. Much that we are always "arguing" over the next meet up date in Facebook's message, we will ultimately spare a day.

Marche dinner and bonding-time, singing-time with Ting in the car..
They are just constantly making each of us feeling younger and YOUNGER!

That Canon is OLD SCHOOL now!

not exactly for my case.

Today's a much-raved-about date. 11.1.11.
Um, nothing special happened to me.

Key thing is, we got a new camera on hand for hopefully-better-quality pictures in future.
But again, i still love my old Canon camera so she will still be in my bag all the times.

TATA!

Shit, Its 2011

A super massive amount of HELLOs to Clickintoyvonnecrave!

I have been missing my blogging moments. I cant be anymore serious about this. Now that i could spare a moment, i just know i have to be here. In general, i was busy, not with work now, but with dealing myself.

A new year dont exactly mean a good year but it definitely do take part in the common saying of; a new year, a new beginning. Probably..
I mean, at least it gives you the whole great reason to start anew, no?

Is Jan and is my birthday month! No, our birthday month!
Here's the thing, i am carried with very mixed feelings. I cant wait for it to come because its Luc's celebration and hes turning 1!

In addition, out of 10, prolly only about 2 dont give a hoot to their birth-day. Either something significant happened that makes it so not worthwhile anymore or they are some strangely-created human who couldn't even care less. (then i doubt anyone else matters since even own birthday dun even mean a thing now)

I know my birthday is coming and of cos, i still hope its remembered. But i found out something unusual recently. Feelings contained abit of F E A R.
Like wtf, man.

Heres the thing about the Fear. As one gets older (yearly basis that is), thing changes even for a tad bit. Improvising every now and then. Sadly, im still stagnant. Not only do i have a very mundane working life after RSA, i am starting to face more insecurities; in all aspects of life. Life often throw us a curve ball and we always have to deal with it. I am still trying to cope, like AGAIN.

He showed me the true meaning of Love, as cliche as it sounds, this is just too true.
We went through too much to not know this.
Life's curve ball involves too many of the unpredictable scenarios. Too many for me to list down one by one. Not even from mine..

I am always allowing people to come into my life to make even the slightest change; and its always negatively changing..
I dun even know when will i start picking up everything, back to who and what i really am.

My job is killing me slowly. But again, im holding on and i will be gone by April.

This road that im taking the twists and turns, i believe i will be able to move on and go on.